Well it turns out I'm not ready to be out of the hospital so I'm doing partial again soon (hopefully, if my insurance takes it). I'm just sort of bleh. Part of me wants to go inpatient so my insurance doesn't whine and I can quit functioning for a week but I have work to do. Like, important work that I cannot yet disclose.
If I could take my laptop and tablet in there then yeah, I would. Because every night around ten o' clock I get stir crazy and have to do all I can not to self harm. That addiction is getting so bad I have panic attacks. I almost cut my hair off last night and at this point don't even know what to do with myself.
I really hate this mental disease.
Oh well. Gotta do what I can.
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